Dreaming Comes So Easily

So today... hurts. My heart hurts, my head hurts, my soul is split into two. How do we find true happiness? Do we make it? Do we find it? Does it find us? I need a retreat. Somewhere out of my head. Somewhere that is safe from my sorrows.

My life is falling apart and all I can do is cry. How is this helpful? Its not. But what can I do about it? Nothing. I just want a wish. One. I don't even need three. That just seems selfish. I just want to find myself. I want to know what is the right decision for me.

Everyone always tells you to follow your heart. But what if your heart is confused and lost? How do you follow that? Sigh.

Here's to hoping my head doesn't explode.

I just wish that I could reside in my own dreams. At least there I have some form of control. At least there I can breathe without the weight of the world resting on my shoulders. At least in my dreams, I am accomplished and I can do anything. Here, in real life...

Dreaming is just so much easier. Dreaming is full of possibilities. Dreaming is full of beauty and joy. Dreaming has hope.

How do we take our dreams and turn them into realities? How do those select few accomplish this? Boy would I love to know their secrets. Just one day... one day where I could live in my dreams! Oh what a day.

Dreaming comes so easily (cause it's all that I've known).